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Julie_Tgirl 74T
1617 Beiträge
18.3.2018 12:23 Uhr

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The things I do to be a woman and the reasons

People in here that read my stuff know that even though I was born male, that I want to be a woman. I live everyday life as a woman and am a man’s wife and his woman.
There are so many things that I do to make me like a woman in every way. I surround myself with femininity and do things that a woman would do. I do not have anything left that were male items except my firearms, some ID cards and my karate gi. My gi is the same one that I have worn for years as a male but it hangs on me much looser now since I have lost weight and become a woman. The rest of my clothing is all female and made for a woman to wear. Also I still have my male genitals but I keep them very well tucked so that I look like a woman down there. I do have a new way of tucking that works very well and looks natural and like a cis woman’s cunt.

The following are the things I do to make me feel feminine and womanly.

: Getting fucked like a woman is one of the most important. Even though it is anal intercourse and I take it in the ass, it makes me feel very much like a woman when a man is fucking me. Now that I am legally married to a man and am his wife I get fucked by my husband regularly, like every day! Every day I do Kegel exercises sometimes 2 or 3 times a day to keep me tight and so far have not had any problems from being fucked in the ass regularly. I luv the thought of keeping my pussy tight for my husband and thinking about it like that does make me feel more womanly. When I told my husband about Kegel exercises he asked me why I do them and I blushed as I told him that I did them to keep my pussy tight for him. My rectum has become my vagina. I feel that if I keep Husband satisfied sexually and let him have a piece of ass or sucking his dick any time he wants that he will not stray from our marriage.

: Being legally married even though it is same sex is still legal and in my mind makes me feel like a married woman. Husband and I both wear our wedding rings, mine is a woman’s ring of course. Our marriage is more like a heterosexual marriage between a man and a woman. In our marriage Husband is the man and husband, and I am the woman and wife. Our second wedding anniversary was last November 7th and we spent it in Las Vegas where we were married. We do not have to limit ourselves to just going out to TG friendly gay drag bars or nightclubs anymore. Being I pass as a woman we go anyplace a hetero couple does and nobody has ever questioned what sex I am. I luv being a woman and a man’s wife and all the things that come with being a wife and a married woman and housewife! I am a submissive obedient wife and luv it, I would not have it any other way!

: To keep myself thinking like a woman I surround myself with femininity. I wear all women’s clothing and do not have any male clothes left, except my gi. I even tossed all my TG clothing that were feminine clothes made for a man to wear. I now only wear clothes that are made for a woman to wear! I have went into my womanhood fully and decided to go all the way (except for SRS and that is only because I can’t). I buy women’s products; such as deodorants, bath soaps, perfumes and colognes. I think like a woman because I am a woman! I have used Giorgio perfume for many years and luv the fragrance it gives me but I also use another one called WOMAN. I use WOMAN mainly because of the name and yes it does make me feel more womanly wearing it because of the name. The words ‘woman’ and also ‘wife’ have special meaning to me. When I hear or read the word ‘woman’ I get a warm feeling inside and I visualize myself as a sexy nude woman. I get that same feeling when I hear the word wife but visualize being led to bed by my husband to get a good fucking from him, also being a housewife for my husband.

: I do not douche everyday but do douche regularly to keep my ‘vagina’ clean inside for my husband. My 2 quart pink douche bag hangs on the wall above the toilet and to the side. Sometimes I use a woman’s douche powder called Massengill.
I also use a dab on substance called ‘Secret Sent’ that I buy from the place I bought my prosthetic pussies from. It gives the wearer the musky yeasty scent of a woman’s cunt when dabbed down below. It works well with my new way of tucking and gives me the scent of a woman down there. I do also use squirt on female pheromones to give me the scent of a woman. The pheromones are supposed are supposed to emit the scent of a woman that needs to be fucked or in estrus. I guess they work because quite a few men I have been around while wearing the pheromones desired to take me to bed and fuck me, some of them have! Husband likes them. I try to smell like a woman in all areas of my body.

: Using tampons is another feminine booster. I don’t insert them every day but do use them regularly maybe 3 to 4 days a week I have tampon days. Some ‘gurls’ pretend they have period times but I use them when I want to feel the extra femininity and womanliness, like when I go shopping or out, I will insert one. I use super or ultra tampons and after I insert one I use a small bulb syringe with water in it to squirt up my woman hole to soften and fully expand the tampon inside me. This makes it comfortable to have inside me and the feeling it gives me is pleasurable. I am very aware that the fully expanded tampon is in me and I luv the feeling. People that see me out and about do not know that I have a tampon up my butt with the little white string hanging from my puckered hole. I do have tampons delivered by mail but sometimes just go to the store to buy a box of tampons just because of the excitement I get from feeling like a woman. One reason I insert a tampon before going out of the house is cuz I think it helps make me walk like a woman with the female hip roll, wiggle and sway, my husband thinks it does. There are more Tgirls that use tampons than many people think.

: Developing boobs also makes me feel very feminine and womanly. The best part of having them is that they are natural and real. I have had 2 mammograms so far and will continue with a yearly mammography cuz I am just as susceptible to breast cancer as any other woman. My doctor did tell me that I had real female breasts with his physical examination of feeling up my boobs and the first mammogram confirmed it. I had the same things inside my breasts as any other woman has in her breasts. My breasts were started by gynecomastia which is from a hormonal imbalance. When I discovered what was going on I did everything I could think of and learned about to promote the development and growth of my boobs. That all involved diet and hormones (estrogen and progesterone), breast massage and I also read in several sources that smoking weed could raise estrogen levels so after I retired from working as a male I started smoking weed again. I did many things to promote my breast growth and really don’t know what worked and what didn’t but the main thing was that something worked, maybe all of it?
I luv wearing bras cuz women wear bras. Not all women like wearing a bra and sometimes I don’t if I’m wearing a snug T-shirt or boob tube (tube top). My last bra size was 38C. I was hoping to grow to a D cup but am satisfied with a C. Another thing that confirms my breasts are real is I lactated!

: Before developing my breasts my best female and womanly ‘ass-ette’ was my butt. I have always done exercises that target my butt and have always been told by men and some women too, that I had a girlish womanly butt. My estrogen regimen has helped keep my girly bottom looking like a woman’s. I am now starting to get of a bubble butt thanks to my hormones. The estrogen and progesterone are working together to reshape and feminize my body. My skin seems softer also and what body hair I do get now is a lot sparser but I still keep myself shaved. I do wear butt shaper panties often especially when going out. I wear them under dresses and skirts and also even under jeans or shorts.

: Estrogen is the main and dominant hormone that flows through my veins and body. The next would be progesterone which helps women with their breasts and reproductive organs. I do take Spironolactone (Spiro or Spirno) which is a testosterone blocker. I feel that my female hormones and lack of testosterone controls my thinking and keeps me thinking like a woman.

: Husband and I fuck bareback and he cums inside me. I love the feeling of him shooting his hot thick load up inside me. I cannot feel him cum every time but I do often feel him shoot inside me. Out of curiosity I did some research on sperm living inside a rectum, colon and intestinal tract. What seemed to be the most credible source I read was that sperm can live from 3 to 5 days inside the intestine. I did read one source that said that sperm died immediately when injected into the rectum and colon but that was just someone’s opinion. We all know that sperm are swimmers and if they live 3 to 5 days inside the intestine, that would mean that I have Husband’s sperm swimming around in my tummy continually and all the time. I might wash some of them out when I douche but sperm are pretty hardy little fellows and they might go someplace up inside me that the douche has not reached. I luv the thought of having Husband’s sperm swimming around inside me all the time and that also makes me feel more feminine, girlish and womanly. I know his sperm are trying to get me pregnant with his baby.

: Dressing and makeup. I do have some old fashion girl in me with the way I do my makeup and the way I dress. I do my makeup everyday just like most women do but I am not a flamboyant drag queen that over actuates my femininity by too much eye makeup or unnatural hair colors and dressing gaudy. I do consider myself a cis woman even though I still do have male genitals but I want to blend in and when people see me I want them to think that they are looking at a real woman. I do enough makeup to make my face appear to that of the face of a woman. I use a skin tone foundation for my base and on top of that I use a light amount of rose pink blush on my upper cheeks. I use a light covering of light blue eye shadow on my eyelids and sometimes false eyelashes and at other times I will use mascara on my lashes but still use mascara on my lower lashes with false lashes. I also use black eyeliner mostly on the upper lid. I cover most of my face with a translucent powder. My lipstick is red and my nails, finger and toes both, are the same shade of red as my lipstick.
I want to blend in as a woman and want people who see me to think that they are looking at a real, natural and everyday woman. I pass as a cis woman. I do dress to look good and mostly wear dresses but sometimes skirts with a blouse or top. When I wear jeans and athletic shoes they are women’s. I must say that Husband and others agree with me, when I wear women’s snug leans with a butt shaper underneath with hip pads and am well tucked in the groin I appear as a woman. My dresses and skirts do come several inches above my knees cuz I am a garters and Hose girl and just about always have on a garter belt or corset/cincher on underneath my dresses and skirts. I luv having my garter clips attached to my stocking welts cuz it makes me feel so feminine and womanly. That also goes with high heels. If someone sees me walking down a sidewalk or in a shopping mall, they will see me as a woman wearing makeup and a feminine hairstyle walking with my shoulder strap purse by my side. I might even have a tampon up my butt also!

: Just like many other women I do have a beautician/cosmetologist. She keeps my hair, eyebrows and nails (finger and toes both) done for me. She also does some waxing for me. My natural hair color is dark but I have it dyed red and we keep my fingernails and toenails the same shade of red as my hair. I also work on my nails in between visits to her. She has her own shop and is the only operator. She knows what I am but keeps it a secret and the other female patrons think that I am real and a cis woman. When it is just her and I in her studio she will ask me questions about being a transwoman. She also knows that I am legally married and a wife and awhile back she asks me what it feels like to get fucked in the ass. She meant well and was just trying to get information because her husband has been trying to talk her into doing anal. She was curious about it being messy or smelly and what it was like for a man to cum up my ass. I told her to take an enema first, which to me is taking a douche. A couple of months ago I went in to see her and it was just her and I in the shop. She smiled and confessed to me that she and her husband have been having anal sex. So now we are just like 2 cis women, beauty operator and client confiding in each other.

: Inside I feel like I am a woman. Something that I do to help keep me in my womanhood is self hypnosis. I do not know if I have ever been hypnotized or not and do not know if I can be hypnotized but I have heard and read that if one has been hypnotized they will not know it. I have also heard and read that about the only way to actually tell if one has been hypnotized is to see a video of them while they were supposedly under hypnosis. So far I have not seen any videos of me hypnotized but I have never requested one and no one has suggested that to me. I do self hypno at home using video and audio recordings. Some I do in front of my computer. Others I lay on the bed and listen to over our sound system while wearing ear phones or watching a DVD on the bedroom TV. I usually do them when Husband is at work and in the afternoons. They seem to work best if I’m a bit tired and stoned on weed cuz I can relax more so I do them after all my housework and housewifely duties are and also after my daily work out of women’s aerobics. Once years ago I did attend a live hypno session with a professional Dominatrix that specialized in male to female transformation. I do not know for sure if she hypnotized me or not, it never was said but I went there dressed as a woman and with a tampon inserted up my bottom and left there feeling very feminine and very much like a woman. Those emotions lasted for weeks! I’m glad that I did not have to work as a male during that time.

: I have a new way of tucking that is better than what I was doing for the last decade or so. Many surgeons are using surgical glue now to close up incisions and wounds. This adhesive lasts for days until the patient has started healing. It is expensive but only a little is needed. I use one that is called Dermabond. I do not use my prosthetic devices (pussy) anymore because using the adhesive is all I need to make me look like a natural woman down there. For the girls and women (TG of course) that want to try this, if done in steps and each step is done with care and caution you can look just like you have a cunt down there. When I first started doing this my pubic area was completely shaved. Your penis will need to be flaccid and you will need to be careful how you handle things. The testicles will need to be pushed up back where they came from inside your body. Gently move and push them around and upward until you find the right spot and they will go back up to where they were originally. There should not be any discomfort if it is done correctly. I think of mine as my ovaries because they are up inside my lower abdomen. Apply a little line of glue down the underside of your penis and pull it back up between your legs. The skin of your scrotum (ball sac) will now be empty and this skin can be used for vagina lips, or pussy lips if you prefer. Hold your penis with one hand being careful to not make contact with the adhesive or you get your fingers stuck to your penis. Use your thumb and index finger of your other hand to reach down and flatten and spread flat the loose skin of your scrotum. Once this is done pull or push you penis back between your legs and pressing it to your body. Your penis will now be secured back between your legs and not hanging down or swinging; if you stand you will not be able to see it when you look down. Next step is to pinch the skin together right above the base of your penis to create a crease and place some glue in the crease to hold it in place after you release it, this can take a little practice but the idea is to start creating a slit and this is just about where a cis woman’s slit starts. Start squeezing the skin together and gluing it as you work your way down. At this point you are forming a cunt. If you really want to be a girl or woman then you would much rather have a cunt, pussy, twat or snatch other than have a penis and testicles, right! When you get to your loose scrotal skin pull it from each side over your secured penis to where it meets in the middle and glue it. You are now creating pussy lips and will appear much like a cis woman’s pussy lips between her legs. As you go down you will have to stop to leave part of the penis head exposed, this is so you can pee but of course you will have to pee like a woman and sit on the toilet. If you are out for a walk in the woods where there are not any facilities you will have to lift your skirt and pull down your panty and squat and pee like a girl. I do this and I also reach back between my legs with tissue in hand and wipe my pussy after I pee. I don’t mind going pee because I enjoy the tinkle sound of my stream hitting the toilet water. It also makes me feel more girlish and womanly. I do my procedures lying on the bed with my legs spread with a mirror between my feet and ample lighting so that I can see what I’m doing. I have been doing this for a while now and have perfected my methods and can do it fairly quickly now. The more one does this the better and faster they will get. I am like this all the time now. I do change mine about every 5 days for cleaning and airing out the areas and use a little anti-fungal cream. Vaseline does help break down and remove the glue and there are also solvents that can aid with removal. I have grown back my pubic hair but wax the areas that need to be stuck together. I look like a nude woman now with a cunt. My husband likes me like this and says that I look like a real genetic woman nude because I have my tits also. This is one way for me to have a cunt without surgery so I will do that from now on. I do this when husband is at work.

The 2 animated pics are of the tucking process but was designed for professional female impersonators and this procedure is for using tape but they remove the tape after they are done performing for the night. One of the main drawbacks of using tape is one cannot pee while taped. The things I do are the same as they but using the medical adhesive instead so I can tinkle and therefore can remain like that for a number of days.

The next pic is a series of smaller pics of the gluing process.

The last pic is 5 transwomen. All born male but now each lives as a woman. They are much like me. I got this off from a transwoman page from a website. There was not any information if they were post-op or pre-op or mixed.






Checo681 53M

7.5.2018 16:50 Uhr

Hi,
This is the first time that I read about how to hide mi genitals.
Thanks for sharing.


Julie_Tgirl replies on 26.5.2018 11:00 Uhr:
Thanks for reading. I have known this for awhile but I used to use a prosthetic pussy that I glued on but now using the surgical glue I don't need the device to make myself look like a woman down there.

52curiousjoe 71M

21.3.2018 14:24 Uhr

Very smart to be doing your kegels. Keep it up.


Julie_Tgirl replies on 23.3.2018 15:23 Uhr:
Us girls or gurls if you prefer, do have to keep our pussies tight ya know. I feel it makes me a better piece of ass

luv219333 64M

18.3.2018 22:58 Uhr

Do whatever makes you happy! You look & sound like a real woman, i'm happy for you!


Julie_Tgirl replies on 19.3.2018 0:29 Uhr:
Hi luv. TY! I might still have my male genitals but in my mind and the rest of my body is a woman, full time and permanent

OnDaFence 36M/44M

18.3.2018 18:14 Uhr

Go where your heart leads you.


Julie_Tgirl replies on 19.3.2018 0:26 Uhr:
TY. That's what I'm doing.

bjhogan 66M
1950 Beiträge
18.3.2018 16:04 Uhr

you go gurl ! and by the way ,, i lovvvvvvvve your breast !!! kisses and hugs ! raven


Julie_Tgirl replies on 19.3.2018 0:19 Uhr:
Hi Raven. TY for the compliment, I luv my breasts too xoxo

Julie_Tgirl 74T
3021 Beiträge
18.3.2018 12:32 Uhr

One is for me being a woman and wife


Julie_Tgirl 74T
3021 Beiträge
18.3.2018 12:31 Uhr

Two is for Husband and me


Julie_Tgirl 74T
3021 Beiträge
18.3.2018 12:31 Uhr

Three is for going on the 3rd year of our legal marriage


Julie_Tgirl 74T
3021 Beiträge
18.3.2018 12:29 Uhr

Four is the number of us 'women' that are in our group and circle